Catch up

Well Once again I've fallen off the blogging train, so just a quick catch up blog post, things have been busy and good, both kids started swim class early on Saturday mornings,  they are both doing great and being super brave with them, I am so proud of them, I was terrified of swim classes when I was little so I am glad this doesn't seem to have passed on to them (besides when Lincoln was 3/4 yrs old and started but he got over it quickly), Autumns still loving dance class, and Lincoln is doing well in school. I am just exhausted and over being pregnant, its been such a different but most of it good pregnancy but I am so ready for it to end, I haven't been sleeping much, I've had my fair share of colds and pregnancy congestion, and overall achyness and just want to meet my baby, I am super nervous to meet him though, I still worry will everything be okay with him, what will he look like, will he be a good eater, and oh my lord how am I going to handle a third c section, its weird only having 29 days till I for sure meet him, but honestly I would be thrilled if he came earlier and picked his own due date lol. The third trimester in pregnancy is no joke, and the emotions that come along with it man are pretty intense, I have had quite a few breakdowns this past week, hysterically bawling over so many things, I honestly am so grateful for my girlfriends, they all under stand me so well and all totally remember what I am going through so I appreciate their sympathy and understanding, of course my husband too, but men going through pregnancy is MUCH different than women hahaha, but my hubby is great and takes everything I do with a grain of salt and I'm pretty sure has let a lot of comments and spaziness slide because I'm pregnant, and my dear children, well Lincoln thinks I can't do anything while pregnant, today he was watching spykids the one with jessica alba and at the beginning she is pregnant and fighting some people and hes like wait what...you cant do anything when your pregnant!? Mommy cant even move. Hahaha oh man It killed my self laughing, I think the kids will enjoy having their energetic mother back after pregnancy, i feel like sleep deprivation will give me more energy than pregnancy, but who knows I guess we will see! Each week seems like its filled with appointments and lists of chores to get done, I am not looking forward to my c section but at least I have to rest for 4-6 weeks and literally just concentrate on feeding, resting and loving my baby, I think i will welcome not having to do much. anyways life is moving at a steady pace and I feel grateful i'm nearing the end of one phase in my life, and entering another one! 

Heres my pregnancy stats of this week

How far along? 33 weeks 
Total weight gain/loss: 20 pounds EEEE scared 

Maternity clothes? mostly 
Stretch marks? No new ones....(please stay this way!!)

Movement: His movement has slowed a bit now that hes so big, but I'm getting less little movements and more giant kicks, pokes and rolls, there's been a few I scream at that catch me off guard, he did a huge roll while I was driving last week and It totally caught me off guard, we had a little talk and I told him not to do that while mommy drives as it's not safe hahaha ;) we will see if he listens. 
Food cravings: carbonated drinks, soda water with lime, rhubarb dry soda, chocolate still lol
Anything making you queasy or sick: still heartburn but its manageable because I now take zantac as preventive not once i'm feeling fire. 

 Labor Signs: Braxton hicks, if that's even a sign. 

Belly Button in or out? half way....starting to pop out, the top is out 
Wedding rings on or off? On 
Happy or Moody most of the time: a strange mix. an emotional cocktail right now 
Milestones: 29 days till my baby. 

 I think we have enough soothers lol! 

I think we have enough soothers lol! 

 just a quick snap of my sweeties drawers, they are a little full but we are making it work! 

just a quick snap of my sweeties drawers, they are a little full but we are making it work! 

 Blankies! so many cute ones, look at the one in the right corner, the most gorgeous rag quilt one of my amazing girlfriends sewed for me!!! 

Blankies! so many cute ones, look at the one in the right corner, the most gorgeous rag quilt one of my amazing girlfriends sewed for me!!! 

 these were Lincolns shoes, can't wait to see baby brother in them. 

these were Lincolns shoes, can't wait to see baby brother in them. 

 Autumn dressing up like Elsa 

Autumn dressing up like Elsa 

 My girl is getting so big. :( 

My girl is getting so big. :( 

 enjoying what feels like a spring day!! 

enjoying what feels like a spring day!! 

 WOA MAMA. man I hate posting pictures but I think it's important to document this, then when I am done being pregnant i can marvel at the size I was lol. 

WOA MAMA. man I hate posting pictures but I think it's important to document this, then when I am done being pregnant i can marvel at the size I was lol.